Hurt

Well it’s been awhile since I wrote anything and a lot has been going on. I am in a low place at the moment and have been wrestling with some tough times. I am trying to place my faith in God and pray He answers my cries for mercy. But my faith waivers at times. I keep wondering if I have got myself where I am and if so will God pull me out of the mud? I turn to the Bible and read of men like David who went through tough times and God walked with Him through it and on the other side of it David was stronger. Men like Job, Moses, Noah, the list goes on and on. I want to be like them but I find myself coming up short in the turning it over and letting it be what it will be.

I have many questions. Liek how much do I do and how much do i wait and let God do? Is this a test? Is God waiting for me to do something before he will respond?

I am praying hard and searching for God’s will and path through this low period. So pray for me and my wife and kids.

I’ll see you on the other side and we can rejoice!